Edrie

It has been years (at least 10 I think) since I have been to Club Cafe. Infact - If I even did go it would have been with Lydia and her friend Stevie (I've lost contact with both of them)

I did somehow expect to see Stevie there. Not sure why.

I went home at a decent hour, but I did not really sleep. Today I worked really hard. I got more done in one morning then I have for the past 3 weeks.

But I was burnt by 3pm - so I went to T's house to let the dog out and nap. Now I am up again - I am going to go out tonight too. Maybe Friday night too, who knows.

I looked at an apartment I could not afford today - it made me very sad. I do like my house - could I not just move the parts I like somewhere. Or maybe I should just walk away from it. Leave it sitting empty and abandon like he did to me.

At least my closing is on Monday for the loan to pay the septic. That is VERy good as I owe people $ right now and I REALLY don't want to ask anyone for it. It is HUMILIATING enough to ask for so much help otherwise.



Any way - off to a bath